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It gets harder each day
To try to forget about her
Everyday, new old memories come
but I should not be in want

A raging battle in my mind
I should have the victory
Why does it feel like I'm losing
If I've already won?

Why do sometimes I feel so lonely,
If God is supposed to be with me?
It is not good for the man to be alone.
So where my partner?

I want to let go of these
jagged-edged emotions but
they hurt when I try to
pull them out of the wounds.

I won't lie and say that I'm feeling fine
I really wish that she was mine
again, and another area
that I want to focus on...

The days look so dull and gray
I look forward to nothing at all
except the times
where I spend with God...

Is this unavoidable?
Does this mistake never let go?
my plans are shattered,
and so are the desires of my heart.

If to err is human
then why do I suffer for it?
Lord, justify my pain... Use me mightily.
Don't let me suffer in vain...
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